I have no friends.
Literally. Half the people I’m supposidly “best friends” with, I almost never hang out with, nor do I talk to them on a regular basis. I’m coming to the conclusion that I’m basically a loner. I cannot wait to move all the way to Prospect Heights because I no longer will have to come up with excuses of me being a loner, I’ll just be one because well, living 45 minutes away from anyone you usually see, and then no longer seeing them anymore, pretty much makes you a loner. But yeah, seriously, I’m beginning to come to the realization that I really don’t have any friends. You may think I’m kidding, but if you haven’t actually gone out with any of your “friends” in a whole two weeks, minus one day out of those two weeks, you start questioning yourself. I mean, you have a best friend, right? Aren’t you guys supposed to talk almost every day, and stuff? Aren’t you supposed to be able to trust each other? Well, turns out I actually don’t trust any of my friends completely. Or even almost all the way. I never tell any of my so called “friends” about any actual personal problems I’m having because I’m afraid of them getting out to the world. So what I do instead is try little things with them and see if anything gets out, and when or if it does, is when I know I shouldn’t tell anyone anything whaksghldksjgd./
Yeah I don’t really know why I’m complaining so much, I just have no one to talk to so I figured Tumblr was my best way to vent my feelings out. Anyways, I’m going to go to bed now and go to school tomorrow because I’m lame and even though we didn’t have to go today, and knowing well on that no one is going to be there tomorrow, I’m still going to go. Yep, that’s all. Bye >:|
